After reading everything, I come to realise that Maybe I can't accept the way she lives her life. The way she treats her friends and all. Maybe.. I don't know. Maybe.
Maybe..
I know I have to blog that Maybe thing.
It's just so sad Kai can't meet up. Get well soon. It's alright. It means I'm free. Yeah. Whatever. Maybe she thinks I've been avoiding her. Maybe she thinks I hate her now. Maybe she thinks I don't care about her. That's why everything's changing. Status, Profile. Maybe. Maybe she's just plain upset that I didn't accept her gift. I know her good intentions. But I'm just annoyingly stubborn. Maybe now that she's free.. All the girls who have been nice to her can be comfortably nice to her without getting me into depressions. Maybe. Well.. her friends are really nice. They make sure she's alright and stuff. See, she does have people who actually loves her. Right. Maybe. I bet she's doing well. She thinks that I dont give a fuck about anything. Like she said. Nothing else matters to you now. Ya. Whatever. Now, I'm going to say things when I'm angry. Oh.. What angry. When I'm unhappy. She thinks I've been lying to her. Sigh. I think it's common sense. I don't like army green. And I know she likes dirty green. Aiyee.. My life is simple. Either Black or white. I don't fancy funny "attractive" colors. Like Pink and I don't click. Green? Bright green only. Anyway, that does matter right??????? Shithead. Fish. Fish. Maybe. MAYBE.
MAYBE.
Maybe..
I know I have to blog that Maybe thing.
It's just so sad Kai can't meet up. Get well soon. It's alright. It means I'm free. Yeah. Whatever. Maybe she thinks I've been avoiding her. Maybe she thinks I hate her now. Maybe she thinks I don't care about her. That's why everything's changing. Status, Profile. Maybe. Maybe she's just plain upset that I didn't accept her gift. I know her good intentions. But I'm just annoyingly stubborn. Maybe now that she's free.. All the girls who have been nice to her can be comfortably nice to her without getting me into depressions. Maybe. Well.. her friends are really nice. They make sure she's alright and stuff. See, she does have people who actually loves her. Right. Maybe. I bet she's doing well. She thinks that I dont give a fuck about anything. Like she said. Nothing else matters to you now. Ya. Whatever. Now, I'm going to say things when I'm angry. Oh.. What angry. When I'm unhappy. She thinks I've been lying to her. Sigh. I think it's common sense. I don't like army green. And I know she likes dirty green. Aiyee.. My life is simple. Either Black or white. I don't fancy funny "attractive" colors. Like Pink and I don't click. Green? Bright green only. Anyway, that does matter right??????? Shithead. Fish. Fish. Maybe. MAYBE.
MAYBE
MAYBE
MAYBE.